mcnugget.

I’m finally starting to freak out about starting university.
This whole time, in the lead up, I have been really excited to finally start university, but now as it approaches I am starting to lose my shit over stuff that hasn’t even phased me until now.

My orientation is the week after next, and I don’t know of anybody that is doing the same course as me, and only a few people from my high school are going to the same uni, so I won’t know anybody, and I just feel like it is going to be so awkward and that I will want to just leave and not go back.

I’m also starting to freak out that, after wanting to do this exact course for the past two years that I am going to get there and absolutely hate it, and then I won’t know what I want to do with my future.

This rant is pointless, because I know that once I get there, everybody will be in the same boat as I am, and it will not be hard to make friends, but I’m just freaking out for some reason, and I hate it.

/end rant